Pain

I walk down this lonely road in a haze,

Yet I cross over it many times,

Just to feel the pain,

Just to feel it come to the surface,

And be real for everyone to see,

But why,

When I still hide it from everyone,

Why do I hide the tears,

Why do I hide the scars,

Why do I hide it at all,

I could end this pain forever,

With one dash down that lonely road,

But do I want that,

For the end to be here,

For there to be no more pain,

For everything to just be gone,

Lost to the darkness of death,

No,

I find comfort in the endless strides,

Across the lonely road,

Just scratching at the haze,

Picking at the pain in my heart,

The pain that makes me cry everyday,

Wishing for the end to be mine,

But honestly never wanting the pain to end,

Because that pain brought me you,

My love.